A PIRATES LIFE FOR ME

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 03:47:34 GMT

scott left me, we talked, he just doesnt want to be tied down at 22, but i understand, its all ok and it will be, we both talked and we hope to remain friends. i dont hate him at all and he feels the same, what will be will be

New York New York.....

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 17:35:55 GMT

was amazing, we arrived on friday afternoon and got a taxi from the airport through brooklyn and over the brooklyn bridge, it was really cool, the driver was like a tour guide and he knew all the little secrets and stories from different places. we got to the hotel which was on the upper west side of the city on broadway, near harlem, it was a nice room, basic but comfy.

we went out for dinner after we checked in, we ended up walking to midtown and had dinner on the corner of times square which is amazing at night, wandered about some more then went to bed cos we were so tired from the flight.

we got up really really early on sat and wandered towards central park which was about 5 blocks across from our hotel, it is fucking huge!!! and really cool, we saw the fountain from friends and all the other wee touristy bits of the park. after that it was breakfast time then we walked up 6th avenue and to the rockerfellar(sp?) centre and watched the ice skaters outside, nbc studios was cool too. then it was on to the empire state building which was amazing although i was getting a bit grumpy by now. we then went shopping around 5th avenue and broadway and my mum bought me furry leapord print converse and furry zebra print converse, later that day she also treated me to $230 worth of mac stuff (it was my birthday gifts)

i bought jeans and other crap and we went for dinner and then went home to sleep.

sunday was amazing went and looked at the dakota building and there were signs up cos jared leto is shooting the movie there so got bored and wandered through the park towards 5th and my mum and sister had to leave and go back to the hotel all of a sudden so i got to wander about ny on my own for a few hours looking like a total tourist! :) i got lost near greenwich village and had to turn back as i was looking for the empire state building but couldnt actually find it, yeah i know thats fuckin stoopid of me but i got to see a lot of the quiet parts of the city it was good, met some nice natives as well, very chatty people. my sister got three pairs of the anniversary gutties from adidas, i found her the graf ones though when i was lost :D

anyways after that i met up with my mum and sister outside macy's and we went on one of those tour new york buses which took us down by greenwich, soho, noho, little italy, china town, ground zero in the financial district and all the way back up. the south side of the city is by far the best, its so cute but so expensive and there was a bone and fossil shop next to a mac and armani shop which made me chortle :)

we then went for coffee cos we had to go back to broadway to see hairspray the musical, it was amazing, a proper broadway affair and we had really good seats as well, then we went to this 24 hour diner and got cake and coffee.

now its monday morning and we only had a few hours before we had to go to the airport so we went to central park zoo which was amazing although i do disagree somewhat to having arctic monkeys, sealions, penguins, red pandas and polar bears in the middle of new york, the most amazing part thought was the rainforest climate they had built and maintained in this big building, so you walk through it and all the birds and lizards are running about and it feels like your in their habitat because there is no glass and no boundaries or cages in there, plus they rained down this tropical mist constantly and it was so humid and the weirdest birds in the world were just padding about the paths like multi coloured pigeons with hats on :)

so that was the highlights of new york and its the only city i can say i could quite happily live in if i were rich enough, scott and i are planning a trip back next spring, but we'll stay longer this time.
:D

fie.xx

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 10:07:32 GMT

sods law, i go to new york tomorrow night for the first time in my life for a few days of tourist attractions and i<3 ny t shirts and im ill, and i dont mean a runny nose and feeling sleepy, i have the works, the snot, the shakes, the not breathing right and the aches.
its fuckin rubbish! my house is a heap and i have no energy to move and to top it off i have the dentist tomorrow morning for a filling on my wisdom tooth :D
happy days!

my birthday is soon :)

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 06:42:32 GMT

I reach the ripe young age of 21 on sat the 21st and i cant wait :)

new york new york

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 20:25:01 GMT

off to new york for a long weekend as part of my birthday/christmas, me my mammy and my sister leave on the 27th of jan and i cant fucking wait!!!!!! :D

oh dear god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 11:35:05 GMT

i am a big drunky drunkard and i have the fear!!!!!!!!!!!! i truly dont remember most of last night im such a fanny.

this is the new kitten ralph....

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 13:52:49 GMT

the original kitten is now called rosie and they get on like a house on fire, its sweet as hell so ralph is now rosie and the tiny one below is now ralph :)

thats how he normally sleeps its weird but cute as hell!!!!

coffee and cancer

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 13:25:25 GMT

i had a coffee with an old friend, it was good i enjoyed myself, it was good to catch up im glad its all going amazing for her, she seems to be happy which makes me happy, i think weve both grown up in the past year and its done us both good, were both happy and hopefully can go for coffee again sometime.
jesus, all point at the hippie <------------- :)
nevermind, it was gonna happen someday, ill wear my tie die some other time though hahahaha

p.s. scott started his new job today and im so proud of him, we got up early and he fed the cat while i made him his packed lunch, he was so nervous i hope it all goes well :)

ralph the wonder kitten

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 19:44:32 GMT

this is mine and scotts new rescued kitten called ralph, we thought she was a boy hence her name but she turned out to be a girl, she was at the vets today getting her jags, she was kept in the dark in a tiny rabbit hutch with her food and litter tray in it, she had no light or room to move so we got her, shes scared of most things but is getting better, shes 2 1/2 months old <3<3<3

mystical sewage feet and beer

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 16:15:13 GMT

it was my friend rachels 21st yesterday so we went to her house got pished, ordered pizza, fought, jumped stuff, went a walk down the beach, got lost, fell in raw sewage, pinkey lost her new shoes and her socks got eaten by the ground, rachel went home to get a torch and on the way back to the beach fell down a hole into a huge mound of nettles, the torch was shit, we couldn't find pinkeys shoe we called scott he came and picked us up, we went back to mine and showered and drank, pinkey went home in superman pants and rachels shoes i passed out. all in all it was one of the best most random stinky ass nights ever, it was fun even though we ended up smelling of shit :) here are some pics, the last two are of our mystical sewage feet :( it was so disgusting

my granny

Fri, 20 May 2005 13:59:43 GMT

My Gran died last night, peacefully, with all her family around her. This is a little verse I looked up, I think it fits my gran well:

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep:

I am a thousand winds that blow
I am the diamond glints on snow
I am the sunlight on ripened grain
I am the gentle autumn rain
When you awaken in the mornings hush
Of quiet birds in circled flight
I am the soft stars that shine at night.

Do not stand at my grave and cry
I am not there. I did not die.

Tue, 03 May 2005 08:24:16 GMT

milton keynes was a great laugh, i came back on monday morning and got home at 6am, i then got a phonecall at 8am, my gran is trapped in her own body, she has a massive brain tumor which has given her a stroke, she had no other symotoms which is why its a shock, shes now just got to wait it out, she cant speak or move but she can hear and see, so she cant tell her baby's she loves them or say how she feels, only two weeks ago i was sat in the bar with her at glasgow airport, she had a gin and i had a cola and she was perfect she was on her way to egypt on holiday and now shes in bed at raigmore hospital waiting to die, i can imagone anything worse that just having to wait. what makes this whole thing worse is that my dads on the rigs and my sisters in barcelona and noone can get in contact with her to tell her the extent of my gran. she knows my grans sick but thats all. anyways c'est la vie, and its a cunt.

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 11:51:07 GMT

i just found out staples were invented in the 1200's in france for the king and were handmade. bet you never knew that :)

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 11:02:08 GMT

im happy as a happy thing, scotts coming home early from work cos he has the runs (its a lie, he just didnt want to work today). Anakin is coming over at 2 im doing her boyfriends dreds, i may start charging for the service eventually. :) i doubt it though im comfortable with money just now, have more than i need, i just end up buying shite i.e. huge toys and cd's and dvd's which i use once and ignore. anyways they will b over at 2 and that will take up most of my day. working tomorrow which is ok. then im off and me and scott go travelling to random places of no interest. i love spending days doing shite thats not important, then im back home and working towards manchester finals. had fun with doodles on wed, his single for his band is out in 2 months which is cool, you can buy it in shops. if you like.
thats about it.
fie.x

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 13:36:43 GMT

today is good i got up, managed to breathe, watched morning television (trisha), met scott for lunch and ice cream, im goin to meet doodles for pool, then im goin to the bingo, like an old lady with my sister and dazy, because i can, then im mettin scott and bogi bear and were goin out.

i also managed to get an order in at college for more products for the body paint finals in april and washed my dishes.

im on easter break now and scott and i are goin to edinburgh, the farm park, up north and down south, the safari park and go karting. thats all my news. im happy. goodbye.

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 17:06:10 GMT

i forgot to say, scott and i have a pet :) yipee. his name is yogi bear hes in his twentys and his fiance broke up with him so we adopted him as our very own, he helps with rent, he has an x box, he smokes like a chimney, he likes star wars, he makes good cups of tea and cheese toasties and he likes to drink, he is fun to have around and he has his very own room. we are very happy with our new pet.
in other news the doctos told me im breathing 1/3 as well as im meant to so i need to stop smoking or i will die. soon.
love to all.
fiez0r.
xxx

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 10:45:28 GMT

im off college ill just now i went home early on friday cos i couldnt stop coughing lung bits up so i thought i know ill go to global rent movies and veg the rest of the day, i rented some random crap one was called raising helen i got it cos it was the only one i hadn't seen. i get back home and put in the innocent rated 12 movie and what flashes on the screen i hear you ask?! blue angels 2; high spirits, it had to be the worst 80's big hair soft porn i have ever seen in my life. scott kicked up a storm and we didnt have to pay the rental fee, but imagine if a 12 yr old rented it instead, christmas would of come early for them. i gotta go now i have the doctors at 12.
pirate fie.
xxxx

throat muck

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 10:32:07 GMT

i hate coughs i can smell the infection in my throat and its making me boke, i need to go into town and buy white pigment for college and then need to go and give all the money i have to scott to give to the landlord. i like having a vertically challenged bald italian barber shop owner as a landlord his accent makes me laugh. on other news i got a text from my brother, it said...... I'm on top of the eiffel tower right now having a "coca et frites". How braw is that? to which i never replied. prick

anyways im going.
bye

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 11:55:58 GMT

i feel a sense of achievement, i got everything i wanted, i rose above bullshit, i passed exams at school, i worked, i decided what i wanted to do, i stopped stuff, i filtered stuff, i came out on top, thinking back theres only one thing i would change....i would never talk to girls ever ever ever, they seem to be the bain of my life from primary to present day.
im happy now.
and it seems im a fuckin hippie.....

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 21:24:59 GMT

i came second in the comp im pleased but also disappointed, my body paint teacher kicked up a storm cos she thought i should of won which made me feel better, i still get to compete in the british finals in machester in a month so that will be good, im so tired, im going to bed, so long and good night party people.
pirate fie.xxx

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 19:50:33 GMT

i saw the trailer for willy wonka and it looks fuckin magic, it looks like an acid trip, should be crackin cant wait, now im gonna go paint, i must must get my head out of my arse though. its my mission. i feel sick i just had a garlic sandwich and it didnt sit right, scott thinks i stink now.

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 17:43:33 GMT

today was fun, i made a boy into a lady of the night hahahaha now im tired, i got new stuff its cool as fuck, i got a 30 inch spiderman and a superman revolving lamp with pink lights, its da fuckin bomb man, plus my creepers arrived but i wasnt there to pick them up so i will get them tomorrow or on wed. cant wait! tomorrow is latex and greasepaint day, college is a joke its too fucking easy, it requires zero artistic skill to pass which is frustrating cos those of us which have it never get to express it. bollocks i say! i need to get out and do it myself, i just wish i knew where to start. help.................

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 11:12:39 GMT

i have flamingo pink hair, i like it, its like it was back in the day :) its not gonna stay like this though this is just a stop off for the next month till my hair recovers slightly, then im back to peroxide with white toner, gotta go gettin tattooed today with scott.

jiz we miss you buddy.

xxxxx

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 13:00:31 GMT

scott asked me to marry him one day when were old and can be bothered and i said yes, people keep making a fuss over it but its the exact same as it was a week ago, nothing has changed, its not a big deal, i danced to calamity jane, i fuckin love that film, i was so drunk i ate an entire packet of party rings and then brought them all back up, it dried out my throat it was like eating a spoonful of flour. it was a bitchin night tho and im glad jen jen had a great time, now i have to go paint scott, the comp is on 1st of march and i feel unprepared.
anyways im gonna go now
pirate fie.xxxxxxxx

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 00:18:29 GMT

i have just cried for almost four hours straight, i feel kinda stupid, i knew that programme of 100 greatest tearjerkers would make me cry, i must be a glutton for punishment, now im tired, still have research to do and my face has puffed up like a giant red tomato, scott is asleep, there is no milk for my cups of tea, and the last three things i saw was e.t going home, bambis mum being shot and the big black guy from the green mile being electrofried. they however didnt put simbas dad dying, pete from petes dragon going home or littlefoots mammy dying in the land before time into the countdown, i feel cheated!!

cant wait for tomorrow though to get pished for jens birthday.

pirate (big red tomato faced) fie
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